February 2010
responsibility.
$400 a month. can you handle that?
January 2010
camp.
lols. well i went to cornerstone today to say hi to my church && to bring them lunch haha. (: the campsite was yuckk.! mudd errywhere.! :S hahaha. but the visit was fun. a part of me wish i went. but when i think about the reason why i didnt go. it kills the part of me that wanted to go in the first place. hahaha.
i got to see everyone i wanted to see lawls.! (:
...
HALF ASLEEP.
lol. fuck.! sooo last night i went to bed liek early as hell. like 10 30 or something hahaha. andd like freddbearr. called me!? and i was HALF ASLEEP as i was talking to him!?!??! and now i dont even fucking remember half the shit i said to him LOL i hope i didnt say anything embarassing. that would suck LOL. i think he was telling me he was going to come to the OC to hang out with me? LOL...
maybe i should have.
gone camping. because its friday night and i have no plans. hahaha.
just got back from my cousins house. my aunts uncles and i were drinking margaritas.! ther so yummy.! ahahah. my mom kept stealing mine. i didnt like it. hahaha! but yeah i guess that was fun.
agenda for tomorrow:
wake up early and go to church. cause i have too. LOL. ugh. umm.
go to the store and buy some cake mixx. so i can...
love you.
thomas. lol. the person that reads all my blogs.! lool your at camp right now but ill see you tomorrow :D <3
hannie.
you just left my house. and the empty presents of you not being here makes me want to be sad again. but i dont think i should be because what other people are going through are much more serious. thanks for letting me realize that. i love that you came over to talk for a little bit.<3
patricia,dearest cousin.
haha i love that you always take care of me even if i dont ask for it.! you make me so secure about school all the time haha. and LOLLIPOPS<3 i love you! hahaha.
i cant believe im crying so much.
continue.
the notes you play on your piano. the sound it makes and the feelings that come out of the song. everytime i hear you play. our past rewinds in my head back to the time when those songs playing were played for me.
the music you make.
ever since i met you i knew you wernt like all the other guys out there.
it was refreshing, our friendship. it was scary, what we had. it was devistating, when i hurt you. and it still hurts, thinking back on it.
i never needed anything physical from you. no hugs, no holding hands, no kisses. everything i wanted was all in your personality and the way you talked to me. the way you made me feel...
tomorrow.
will be fun.! i hope.! :DDDDD
1. jon vus coming to VP tomorrow. lools.! that should be interesting! hahahaa.
2. slumberrpartiee with me and kayla how fun is that?! LOL.
3. i get to see quinton ; tim ; thomas ; sinh ; the boysss that will be boys.! i love you guys see you tomorrow.! <3
significance.
todaaay was interesting.! hahaha. the things i do care to remember are:
1. i was at my locker after first period like ALWAYS and someone touched my back so i turned around and there was ian saying ” mindy you shouldnt wear things like that.! shoot, guys checking you out and all.! ” hahahaha. hes such a cutiee then i noticed that his eye was black and it made me sad.! D: ian you...
grandma outfit.
im excited to wear it. i cant wait till feb6th. (: <3 hahahaha.
KAYLA
hass a ford f150 something. LOL i found that out today and i want to remember so im going to put it on here.
ALEEDA
are fucking chute.! (:
cream & navy blue.!
OMGSH.
ahahhahaha i found the CUTESST outfit in the mall today that kayla called UGLY.
thats okay though i love her. hahahaha. but it was soo cute.! i la la la loooooooove it.! im soo going to wear it on my winterformal-dateee. thaaang! ;D <3
bbbreaaakfastt date.! (:
hahaha with kayla this morning.! (: even tho i dont kno where were going yet.hahaha but i know were going at 830 :D fun fun fun.!
hopefully i finish my english homework by then hahaha.
xoxo.!
winterformal.
ahahahahahaa.
sooo today! i helped kristy ask my brother and martin ask kayla! it was the cutesstt thing evaah.! well kristys went a little a-wall. LOL but wahtevsss shes got balls cause she fucking asked him. LOL.! ahahaha and martin was soo cute!!! except for the part when me and kristy bombarded kayla with silly stringg hahahaha i love you guys
have fun at winterformal
xoxo!!!
efffffingg lexuss.!
soo i was driving home from fionas house just now.! andd like i was on the freeway and i changed lanes. some fucked up lexus swerves into the carpool lane and into my lane right infront of me when clearly he was right behind me.
SOO WHAT I DID..
hahahaha. i fuckinggg. went into the carpool lane and fucking passed that bitch up! LOL.
ughh this is me. and this is why i get speeding tickets....
lol.
1. i didnt know you could sound a different way on aim. hm?
2. please dont vent to me when im clearly showing you signs that i dont give a shit.
haircut.
today. lols.! D: ahhaha well i guess it doesnt look different length wise. except for the front cause my mom made my side bangs shorter.
my little cousins came over today and we were playing around with the photobooth LOL. my cousins are too cute.! <3 hahaha.
i had to lie today because i felt like a loner. =x
i should be doing my psychology homework aahahah im so lagged behind cause its...
ideal sunday.
today couldnt have been better. haha.! no homework to worry about. and nothing to do. sitting at home doing nothing but watching tv and going on the computer. i havent had one of those days in a while. im so excited to see what unravels this semester of school. (:
push over; procrastinator;
i need to change my bad ways for this new year to begin right. i think i need to learn to say no instead of putting more on my shoulders that i know i cant handle. its frustrating knowing that i can never stop saying yes to people. i love my friends i love my family and everyone around me. so its hard disappointing them when they need my help. especially if they never usually ask for it so i...
loooools.
today was fun. hahaha.
1. got my macbook with martin and jessica.
2. went to jessicas house to make cupcakes. andddd watched i love you man (:
3. went to tntt for the first time in like a month or something ahaha anddd got lectured and picked on by mike. D:
4. bible was quite interesting. hahaha.! and church was fun like always.
5. cut chi tiens hair. her hairs so thick d: it took forever...
the only guy that still calls me mints.
Peter
its ok mints
its ok to cry
crying doesnt mean your weak
it means your strong enough to let your emotions out mints
and who cares if hes a lil bitch
well.
tonight was fun with kristy hannah jon and paul. truth or dare at kristys. haha it was okays. it was nice meeting you paul, and it was nice getting to know you jon. haha. (: aside from the mishaps with andrew.
i think im done for today. good night.
you.
i never thought we would get into such a argument where it had nothing to do with us and yet i still got mad at you. i had no idea what the “shit” i was spitting out at you? everyone has a point of view and you dont really have to talk that roughly towards me. especially because you out of all people should know that i dont deal good with hurtful words. so signing off on you? was that...
love you.!
haha. your always there for me especially when i need you. thanks budd. [:
x VkPeTeRx (12:12:18 AM): anything for you mints
im going insane.
im sorry.
i cant give you what you want. its weird enough when we hang out with out her around even tho there’s a bunch of other people there. if it was just you and me i think i would go insane.
i hope you read this bitch.!
a girl has her own opinions. and who the fuck are you to take something that’s not yours and just post it on facebook.? for a fucking ADULT your pretty fucking immature. go pick on someone your own size bitch. you want people to hate on her to make yourself feel better? your so fucking full of yourself you dont even give a shit about the real situation.! and for all those people out there...
CANCELED.
its always a bummer when things get canceled. LOL.
but thats okay. im getting a laptop tomorrow hopefully BITCHES.
hahahaha. uhm shoooooooooout it out.
to jessicaa nguyen for tutoring me in physics. ! i lalala love you! hahaha.
tomorrow will be a real shooooockkkaaah.
lunchh dates are fucking cute.
LOL! <3 mmmkays.
soo laaaaaaaaaaateeee breakfasttt. earlyy lunchhh date with my girlieeee tomorrow.! so we can catch up on eachothers lives.! see whats new, see whats the same.! just catch up! hahaha.
im pretty excited.! (: i love her to deathh.! and i dont get to see her often so im glad i get to see her tomorrow. haha.
all i need to do is get through that fucking pre cal final . LOL .!...
so sometimes.
i act like a spoiled brat. and when i dont get what i want i get bugged out.
but i realize that i only want materialistic things to cover up and let me forget the other things that i want in life.
finals are almost over. i just gotta stick it through one more class and the stress from school will be lifted off my shoulders.
but then after nothings keeping me busy anymore. ill linger back to...
today was hell.!
well only after school was hell but still. LOL.!
well qurioz fuck you!
cuase you fucking told us that we wernt going to take a fucking final and you fucking lied you fat ass son of a bitch. i hate you soo much you dont even know. =.=’
bitch.
annnd.. hoffman. didnt even let us play with our phones after we were done taking our final. she has something stuck up her ass about technology she...
decisions are hard.
looooooooool even when its not something serious.! hahahaha.
oh well.!
i think i know what i want. now lets see if i can put on my charm and get it from my ma’ ;D
hahahha. todays studdy seshh went well. [:
time to sleep omgah.! its already 11. im not going to get enough sleep im sad. now.
LOL. stupid distractions
doll house.
i’ve never had one. LOL.!
but now im off to jessicas house.!
SHOUT OUT! :DDD
to martini fodizzle. [;
i hope you pass your math final.! just remember my voice in your head.! <3 love you niggahboo.! haha.
i have a boyfriend.!
LOL WTFUCK? in your dreams. hahahahahahaha. [:
well kevin pham thinks me and cody potter are dating. LOL cause of a facebook post i put on his facebook. with his account hahah! <3 ohh boys.!
love you guys.!
LOL AND BIGGERR NEWSSS…..
MY BFFERR THAT I LOVE SO MUCH. IS GETTING HER FUCKING BAD ASS TRUCK RIGHT NOW.! [: even tho she doesnt even have her FUCKING LICENSE.! hahahahhaa.
...
fucking shah. [:
so my facebook status was:
you constantly break my heart and you dont even know it.
and shah responded:
im sorry mindy :[ ill try not to break it again
so i said:
fucking shah. haha. and then i said if you get the physics study guide send it to me too and that will for sure heal my broken heart.
and he said:
no luck sorry ill fix that broken heart some other way.
hahaha. but then he...
jessicas house
tomorrow for sure. haha. (: pinkypromises bitch. <3